Today, I do tax returns for my family. Between that and getting work done on our kitchen, Trevor and the Eight of Swords has been sitting on the back burner.
Another project in a holding pattern is Christina's Portrait. I finished it in 2023, and I haven't been able to find a publishing home for it yet. This gives me the chance to talk about a part of every creative's experience, rejection.
Some of Christina's rejections stung. They were by publishers I really wanted to work with and agents I thought would be a perfect fit. But I've been in the game long enough to know what rejection really means. "No" actually means, "Not the right place, and not the right time."
I understand times are hard in the publishing business right now. Even small presses have to play it safe. They're cutting back on new releases and leaning into genres they know will sell. With book bans in place and government censorship looming, they may be reluctant to publish certain content. That's why it's important for us to support small presses, especially those that publish works by authors from targeted and vulnerable communities.
There's self-publishing, but I see it as a strategy, not a fall-back. Some books are better self-published, like Mastering Table Topics. This is a niche subject that might not appeal to a publisher, but it has an audience I can reach out to. I can maintain creative control and get a bigger chunk of the sales. Mastering Table Topics is an evergreen best-seller for me, and I can update it in the future.
Self-publishing hasn't worked as well for me with fiction. I made a mistake self-publishing Doria when it could have benefitted from better editing, cover design, and marketing. Amiga did much better because I had Black Rose Writing behind it.
I'm not giving up on Christina's Portrait. I believe in this story, and it's one I've been wanting to tell for nearly 50 years. I believe it will find the right place at the right time. |